HARDER. BETTER. FASTER. STRONGER.

Slept till 10 then threw some short shorts on and went with my friend to her therapy along with her girlfriend. Proceeded to look at mini fridges and be disgusted at their prices (almost 200 for the one I want) and bought new nail polish and makeup. Currently at GSU with the girls as they fill out their applications then going to the pool in hopes that I get a nice burn.

I had plans to hang with a good friend tonight but he has a family gathering first thing in the morning and every time we hang were up late watching movies so I took a rain check on that. Now I’m just planning to hit up the comic shop and then read for the rest of the day. :) I love my days off.

LOL So much catching up to do. Sorry guys. To make it up to you follow me on twitter to hear my stupid/funny comments.

Twitter name: AsrielDelway

Obviously I miss having my own place. First time having the whole house to myself for the night. Spent it without clothes except for cute panties. I’m a classy bitch. I know. What can I say? I hate clothes.

Made an actual ME page where followers can see what I look like since it wont show my icon. Added other random junk like that. Pretty tired. Going to bed soon.

Although I am single and enjoy going out and having a good time what I really want is to just snuggle with someone important to me and watch a movie. I’m not the type to go out and get drunk. I’m the type who would be much happier in a relationship. 

I get these sinking feeling’s in my stomach when I start to develop crushes or realize I love someone because I learned and it has been proven time and time again that in a relationship (friendship, sexual, marital, etc.) that someone always loves the other more. And I’m not talking 55/45. I mean 60/40, 70/30 or 80/20.

I learned this in my marriage and family class that I had taken in college my first semester. After learning this I began to look back on my relationships or those of my friends or relatives. It was always the case. I don’t mean that I’m always the one loving someone more. I’ve been in a relationship where the other had far surpassed my love for them but I am driven to nightmares at times when I look back and think “Will I never find someone who will love me just as much as I do them?”

Haha god I love Nathan. <3

So I don’t know if there is such a thing but if not damn it there is now.

Boyfriend~

Don’t be jelly of my awesome boyfriend. 

Just finished skyping with him and hearing his amazing voice. So happy. 

I’m talking to my cousin online right now. It feels so good to catch up with him. He is seriously my twin brother. We grew up looking the same with light red hair and both kinda willowy and boxy until puberty. It was so funny when one of us walked into another room the adults would say “Where’s your other half?” I missed him so much. And now he lives a hour away from campus. I plan to visit him all the freaking time. SO FREAKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW LIKE GOD.

Just saying you and most girls would fulfill 90% of male lesbian fantasies. Make her a barely legal nympho and it’s up to 95%. The other 5% are weird and only want Nancy Reagan. It’s a thing

I’m the nympho remember? Got the sex drive of a hundred fucking rabbits here. And yea she didn’t even look 18. She said she was but I know better than to play that game. I’m a girl. I know how that shit works. We’ll say anything to get laid. 

Can I watch? Or be involved?

Only if I get to have you. I don’t like sharing in the bed. ;)

Now she won’t stop hitting on me. Don’t get me wrong. I have ZERO problems with gays. But she’s trying her hardest to win me over its so cute but I don’t want to hurt her. Fucking cute ass little barely legal girl. Stop hitting on me. I am pedobear don’t you know? Fuck.

To much MTN Dew and not enough sleep. Haters gonna hate.

I’m a classy bitch. Deal with it. 

I look like a total goof. Haters gonna hate.

I need a name for my new white VW Golf and new Asus laptop. Will you guys please help?

Suggestions and nicknames welcome. I’m thinking the car and laptop both men. But if not I know the car is at least. He’s not very bitchy like a car and very rugged. Ok I’m crazy, yes I know. Thanks for the help!

I think its safe to say I’m over my ex. And I feel great about it. I saw him yesterday to give him money since he’s kind of a dead beat and REALLY bad at managing money without me (surprise, surprise.) I had this new guy friend with me who is a professional MMA fighter (How the hell do I end up finding hot guys like this I swear?) and anyways Steven didn’t see him because my friend didn’t want to come in with me because he said if he had seen him he would beat the shit out of him and I know he could because 1. My ex is a skinny out of shape pussy and 2. He’s a pussy. I mean he couldn’t even tell me he cheated on me. I had to find out from some bitch I didn’t know. Of course Steven had the balls to ask me for a hug. I saw him and just kind of shoved the money at him and he’s all “What? I don’t get a hug?” I gave him the look I had been saving because honestly if looks could kill that one would have. I hugged him and he kept trying to make small talk and I cut him off with “Ok well I have to go. I have a…friend waiting for me. Bye.” It was great and I didn’t feel sick taking to him or like I was going to cry. Just this deep calm in my belly. He was definetly shocked since I’m never a bitch but I really did not want to sit and pretend everything is ok. I mean you cheated. We broke up. You can’t expect us to be A-OK after that shit. And then I walked over and met my awesome friend and we spent the rest of the day walking the state park and just talking and teasing and it was great. By the time I can home I swear my cheeks actually HURT from smiling and laughing so much. I had a great day and I am over my fucking ex. 

Also I hung out with him today again to. To watch him train for an upcoming fight. Q.Q Buff guys are awesome.  

I’m just really happy I can move on with my life. I mean I’m friends with this great funny guy I work with who is a professional fighter, I got hit on at orientation this past weekend AND I am talking more to this amazing guy I met on tumblr. Life could not be any better. Well yes it could, I could have a way to meet said amazing guy from tumblr but I’m willing to wait for that. 

I just figured it was time for a life update. I’m over him. Maybe not 100% but close enough and it feels amazing.

I have no clue why I’m still awake. I’m really tired and confused on how I’ve managed to acquire more followers when I’m rarely on. Thanks for the follow though!

In other news my gauges started to bleed on one side. I’m really upset about it because I haven’t had a problem with them at all until this part. I don’t know if it means I put them in to soon or if its just because going from a 2 to a 0 is a big step. Either way if this doesn’t stop bleeding in the next two or three days I’m going back to a size 2. I’m really hoping not though. I’ve got my eye on a super cute wooden pair that have carved 3D roses on them. And a pair that are wooden with owls. Super cute! Here’s to hoping I can make it to 00 by the end of summer. I might even go with 7/16 if it heals ok by then. All I know is that anything past 5/8 is pretty much impossible to close fully. I’ll post a pic tomorrow of my poor ear but right now I think I’m going to try and sleep. Even though it can’t be on my right side because of my ear and I’m a damn side/tummy sleeper.

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